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(no subject) [Aug. 17th, 2004|04:50 pm]
[mood |crazycrazy]
[The Sound |the get up kids - valentine]

contemplating the brilliance in your hands restores my life and cleans me up to find the truth in living and now that i have found reason i have to find hope and the only way is through you...haha another retarded thing i say...yet i have friends...for the record my computer is no longer broken and i am no longer a lonely poor soul
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(no subject) [Jul. 15th, 2004|09:28 pm]
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[The Sound |Saves the day - At your funeral]

well the hour they seek to destroy the dreams of the children is approaching and all the while i am seeking such a brilliance that i hold in my grasp yet the world will never know the baggage of emotion still lurking in my being as i watch dreams being blown up one by one i really wish i could do something really i do but the weight is holding me down and i feel as though the blood is rushing to my feet and i cant move knowing you'll be far away this night of terror and i cant hold you....the willingness to let go is overtaking and frustration has come to grow familiar i no longer have a remedy for our loss....haha what the heck am i talking about im just retarded......

but anyways today is thursday and tomorrow is friday and saturday hope will be restored

(i think)
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(no subject) [Jul. 15th, 2004|10:51 am]
[mood |tiredtired]
[The Sound |Bright Eyes - Something Vague]

ya know the hospital isnt as bad as people think...but i still love you
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(no subject) [Jul. 13th, 2004|09:44 am]
[mood |lonelylonely]
[The Sound |my chemical romance - Im not okay (i promise)]

hello im back good day
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(no subject) [Jun. 26th, 2004|08:29 pm]
[mood |contentcontent]
[The Sound |something corporate - Konstantine]

today is saturday and this is probably gonna be my last writing in here for a while in fact two weeks thats...7 more days than one week making two...soo see ya later....have a lovely date and let june 29 be celebrated.....catch ya on the flipside....

"Its not hard to dream, you'll always be my konstantine"
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Goodnight....or Goodbye [Jun. 25th, 2004|08:32 pm]
[mood |complacentcomplacent]
[The Sound |my chemical romance - Im not okay (i promise)]

ya know im really at a lost for words.... i dont really know what to say about this day...i played guitar and i wrote a song but its not very good....thats about all i did today but furthermore i have come to understand that JUNE 29 is a very special day and should be celebrated by all...kinda like 5th grade.....anywho my favorite thing to do is slide down grass hills in the rain and create...."MUDSLIDES" i thought it was a good thought and a super experience....anyways....i really like the song "Helena" by MY chemical ROMANCE but not nearly as much as "Goodbye, Goodnight" by mae and well i dunno if it gets better after that...but i do know that i can play a song on piano finally! we should walk down the elevator!!!! well see ya later and happy JUNE 29.....gooday
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(no subject) [Jun. 24th, 2004|10:04 pm]
[mood |recumbentrecumbent]
[The Sound |Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody]

well today i rode on a golf course and we practiced doing spin-outs on a golf cart...dangerous sport golf is...anyways i think ive decided i wanna get 4 tattoos and both my ears pierced and my hair dyed either black or a dark red but i dont know yet....any suggestions?....and anywho....i think i should try something new....like cricket....or mandolin....or flying...but other than that i dont know very much...well nevermind those last few sentences didnt make sense....but do you know what it feels like to find love in lost dreams...or places that you used to live that you dont anymore and you really miss that place and the people there but you didnt know how much until you recently visted that im feeling that right now....anyways i was golfing today and this retarded kis decides hes going to throw a 2 foot plastic pvc pipe and it hits me in the back of the head and that hurt unbelieveably bad...well i leave you with this....(thumbs up!(mentally))
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(no subject) [Jun. 23rd, 2004|05:29 pm]
[mood |listlesslistless]
[The Sound |Saves the day - Cars and Calories]

well that last post made little to no sense i could dig that....but anywho....monday and tuesday were great..me and my super coool friend joel almost got arrested twice.....and we got going to 100 mph going down a country road by grand haven and we were scared out of our minds when we were driving down this grass road and found a large square area completely burned...then we found a hut with a blue tarp inside it was creepy as crap but then we found out how to get to the musical fountain and we found a flare gun it was really cool.....we also hung out with laurie twice!!!!! shes amazing as always and i really never knew how much ive missed her until seeing her again...we went and saw dodgeball whoa good movie....and i touched her melons and one of them was soft and i popped my finger through it...it was horrible and it smelled bad..but it was fun...but then we left and we drove around....then we were jamming at our church and my friend threw a dart into my butt it hurt real bad and i dont intend on feeling that pain again...and something else really hurt with excruciating pain that night and i dont wanna share the grusome details with you so ask joel if you must his sn is "OH MY GOSH TITO" seriously but it was great great fun.....oh and chocolate graham crackers are my 8th favorite food as of tuesday morning...
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(no subject) [Jun. 19th, 2004|01:03 pm]
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[The Sound |mae - summertime]

the amphibious mutant frog is out to kill....
and walter is my friend again

so anyways this day of reckoning has left me in somewhat of a shock...the cannibalistic tribe of the wakiki people of africa are known for their great skin.....first i woke up...the walrus never ate the seal....then i looked around in my room.....the ancient ruins of the europe will go undiscovered for 11 more years....then i went back to bed.....fourteen days until july 3.....and now im doing this....g'day
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(no subject) [Jun. 17th, 2004|10:19 pm]
[mood |thoughtfulstate of past memories]
[The Sound |My Chemical Romance - Helena]

Im sixteen hundred falling stars
look for me in the morning
and ill be gone
just like any other day
you never noticed i wont last forever
and i havent lasted through today
we've come a long way
and with nothing gone our way
nothings been right from this
ending with one silent kiss
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